Expectation–Part 2

expected to post this second part earlier but Banks was born.  We didn’t expect there to be problems after his delivery.  I didn’t expect to hear a radio station on my way home from Indianapolis yesterday already dedicated to Christmas music.  I didn’t expect to come home to snow on the ground.   But sometimes life doesn’t go according to our plans.

In post Part 1, we talked that things didn’t go the way Habakkuk thought they should.  God’s actions collided with his expectations.  He asked God “Why” and “How long” were the bad guys going to win.  After God told Habakkuk that it was going to get worse before it got better, Habakkuk asked God, “As You unleash Your wrath, remember Your mercy.”  (3:2)  It doesn’t seem that wrath and mercy should go together but that is what we see at the cross.  God poured out His wrath on His Son hanging on the cross.  It was that wrath that made salvation possible for us.  God’s wrath is inseparable from His love and grace.

In the end Habakkuk knew there would be hard times ahead yet he decided to remember all God’s work in the past and His character which allowed him to worship God. Chapter 3 of Habakkuk is a beautiful  prayer sung by Habakkuk, Ï have heard all about you, Lord, and I am filled with awe by the amazing things you have done.  In this time of our deep need, begin again to help us, as you did in years gone by.  And in your anger, remember your mercy…Even though the figs have no blossom…even though the olive crop fails…yet I will rejoice in the Lord!  I will be joyful in the God of my strength!  He will make me as surefooted as a deer and bring me safely over the mountains.”

The author of our study encouraged us to write our own version of chapter three.  I really connected with this whole study of Habakkuk so I tried my own version.

Lord, I have heard of your fame and I’m stopped in my tracks, down on my knees.  Repeat what you did for them in my time.  Because you are Holy, remember your mercy as you bring judgment.

I call to mind all You have done:

You sent Your only Son to earth to take on human form.  He suffered ridicule, was misunderstood, was beaten, spit upon.  He died a cruel death on the cross for me, the ultimate sacrifice so I may have forgiveness of my sins and have eternal life.

You show Your wrath and mercy together.

Creation shows your handiwork.  The leaves on the trees are changing beautiful colors and then falling to the ground all brown and shriveled up.  The trees die for the winter only to come alive in the spring.

You show Your wrath and mercy together.

I am awaiting the birth of my 5th grandson.  Because of Eve’s sin, Whitney will have pain in childbirth.  But the outcome is a beautiful, life-breathing creation.

You show Your wrath and mercy together.

Because we live in a broken world due to sin, cancer came to my house.  Through treatments and prayer, healing came to one on earth and the other healing cam through death.

You show Your wrath and mercy together.

At the end of age, You will stand as judge.  You will hold each of us accountable for our actions in life.  Those who are guilty of violating the moral requirements of your righteous law will not be allowed into Your Kingdom.  Those who have chosen to follow Your ways will be with You forever.

You show Your wrath and mercy together.

Even though my husband died.  Even though I’m all alone in my quiet house with no one to talk with.   Even though I feel misunderstood sometimes.  Even though I had breast  cancer.  Even though I feel lonely and sad sometimes.  Even though I may not remarry.  Even though my cancer may come back…..

Yet will I rejoice in the Lord.  The Eternal Lord is my strength!  He will make me sure-footed as a deer and bring me safely through my journey.

It is good to recall all God has done for us in the past.  It helps us get through today and the future.  We can let our circumstances inform what we know to be true of God or we can let what we know to be true about God inform our circumstances.

Even though things may not be going the way you expected and God’s actions seem to collide with those expectations, will you still choose to worship God?  I choose to thrive in the midst.  Instead of asking “Why?”I will ask “What do you want me to learn from this?” I refuse to let what I don’t know about my circumstances keep me from worshiping what I do know:  God is with me, He is my strength; He is my hope; He is my comfort; He goes before me; He gives me peace.

Even though life is not what I expected yet will I rejoice in the Lord!  Will you?

On the journey,

Trish

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Expectations–Part 1

What do we do when God’s actions don’t match how we perceive His character and promises?  How do we respond when God doesn’t behave the way we think He should?  What do we do when God’s actions collide with our expectations?

This fall I have been involved in a bible study, Amazed and Confused by Heather Zempel, dealing with those questions.  It was a study of the book of Habakkuk.  Where’s that and who is that you might ask.  Habakkuk is a small book in the Old Testament.  He was a prophet.  Who knew this little book was packed with so much to learn from?  Habakkuk looked around and asked God why are the wicked people prospering and how long is this to go on?

God’s response was:  “Take a look at the nations and watch what happens!  You will be shocked and amazed, for in your days I am doing a work, a work you will never believe even if someone tells you plainly!”  Hab. 1:5  It sounds like God was going to do something wonderful and awesome-something good.  In actuality God continued with words of warning and what He was going to do didn’t seem good for His people.  He told Habakkuk that He was going to bring changes to Judah by invasion of their worst enemies-the Babylonians.  That’s not what Habakkuk expected.  It didn’t seem fair that the bad guys were going to win.   God never claims to be fair or nice.  He does claim to be good, just, faithful and loving.

I want God to do things according to my expectations, but He works according to His purposes (Romans 8:28).  What seems best to me may not be what is best because God has a perspective that I don’t have.  I would not have chosen some of my life experiences over the past few years.  I have to ask myself, do I allow my circumstances to define God’s character?  OR, do I allow what I know about God tell me the truth about my circumstances?  I can either frame God with my problems or frame my problems with God.

Habakkuk didn’t like God’s plan.  But God told Habakkuk that it would get worse before it got better.   The Babylonians would also be punished.  God said you can respond two ways, either trust in yourself or the righteous will live by their faith in God (Hab 2:4).

Faith doesn’t mean that God meets my expectations, but it means I cling to what I know about God’s character and promises.  It means trusting that God is who He says He is and He will do what He says, even if it doesn’t meet my expectations.  Because God is in control.  I may not understand the reasons or the why.  The truths of God may be hard to see at times.  I can look back to times in my life when I remember God being there for me, knowing He will do it again in His time.  Warren Wiersbe says, “God doesn’t always change the circumstances, but He can change us to meet the circumstances.  That’s what it means to live by faith.”

I have learned that it’s good to wrestle with God like Habakkuk.  Be open with my concerns and cares as long as it draws me closer to Him and not away.  It’s good to cling to His Word and promises during times I don’t understand the why and how long.  It’s good to remember how God has helped me in the past knowing that He will help me through now.   I want to be a survivor, hopeful, not a victim of my circumstances, helpless.

Our circumstances may not change, in fact they may get worse.  But God can change our perspective.  Will you allow Him to change yours?

…the righteous will life by faith. Hab 2:4

We will see the rest of Habbakkuk’s story next post.

On the journey,

Trish