What are you pondering?

After the shepherds visited Joseph, Mary and the baby Jesus, Luke 2:19 tells us that “Mary treasured up all these things. And pondered them in her heart.”  When Jesus was twelve years old Mary and Joseph took him to Jerulsalem  for the Festival of the Passover.  When they were returning home, Mary and Joseph realized Jesus was not with them.  They went back and found Jesus at the temple teaching.  After, “Mary treasured all these things in her heart.” (Luke 2:51)  I wonder what her ponderings were as she was at the foot of the cross?

According to Webster to treasure is to collect and store up something of value for future use; to hold or keep as precious.  To ponder is to weigh in the mind; to think about; reflect.  Paul encourages us to ponder: whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable – if anything is excellent or praiseworthy- think about such things. (Phil. 4:8)

Mary suffered much:  loneliness, ridicule, grief, death of her son, sorrow.  She remembered her conversations, events, scriptures and pondered them in her heart inspite of her suffering.  Scripture doesn’t tell us for sure but I imagine Mary continued to believe that God was good in the midst of immense sorrow, loss, and pain.  In those times our faith, the treasures of our heart, is tested by fire and becomes gold.

Sorrow is a reality of life.  Let it be a tool to find deeper intamacy with God.  Ponder Scripture, what is true, good, lovely, noble, pure, admirable, right and praiseworthy.  There we will find God in a more intimate way.  Then can we treasure the trial as one of God’s greatest gifts to us.  We can treasure what God has and is doing in our life.

What are you pondering?

On the journey,

Trish

Oh, Christmas Tree…

Thanksgiving seemed to come and go quickly.  It was an off year meaning that my married kids spent the holiday with their in-laws.  Collin and Karsten say it is lame when it’s an off year because the house is so quiet.  Saturday Britton and his family and Whitney and Ty came on their way home to go with Karsten, Collin and I to the Pinecrest Tree Farm to get our annual tree.   http://www.pinecrestchristmastreefarm.com/  The boys got it in the stand and put on the lights.  They also brought down the Christmas boxes from the attic so I could finish decorating today.

I heard someone say that ornaments are memories on branches.  So true.  Last year it was very difficult to put on Neal and my ornaments because the memories flooded back. The daily reminder was difficult.  I decided then this year my tree would have all new ornaments.  I don’t think I am stuffing down the memories but needing new traditions.  Maybe I will be ready some year to get them out again.  But for now my tree has red, white and silver ornaments.

2013 Christmas Tree
2013 Christmas Tree

Christmas time is about love and family.  I feel so blessed to have had the love from Neal for over 32 years.  I don’t want to focus on what I don’t have but the blessings all around me.  God sent the ultimate gift of love in Jesus so he could take the penalty for our sin resulting in the gift of eternal life.  That means I will see Neal again one day!

On the journey,

Trish