grief – Page 7

I recently took another big step. The diamond in my wedding ring had pulled away from the band and was pinching my finger. I had been wondering if and when I should get my ring reset. I took this as a sign- it was time. Having time in between appointments one day I stopped in at the jewelers. He brought out trays and trays of settings. I picked one out and left my rings with him. I got into the car and thought, “what did I do?” I suddenly got emotional realizing yet again my husband was gone. On one hand I felt like I was forgetting Neal by giving up my ring and on the other hand I knew that was not true. By leaving my rings that meant I couldn’t wear Neal’s any more. My rings were stacked on top of his to keep it on my finger. It was a tug on my heart.

The same week I ran out of bank checks and opened the first pack with just my name of them. Another change–ughhh.

i picked up my new ring last week. The jeweler was so excited to give it to me! When I put it on I knew it was the right thing to do.

Change can be so hard and uncomfortable. My attitude can be affected by my circumstances or thoughts. Scripture tells us that God does not change. He loves us no matter what. He loves so much that He sent His Son to die for us so we could have new life, eternal life. 2Corinthians 5:17 tells us we are a new creation, the old has gone, the new is here! Something new- fresh, different than before. We are not the same anymore. We should be following God’s ways not our selfish ways.

My new ring reminds me that this is a new start as a single person. It also reminds me that as a person who loves Jesus I am committed to continue putting on my new self of following God’s ways.

If you are a follower of Jesus are you committed to remaining true to the new creation He has made in you?

On the journey,

Trish

For the past three weeks I have been battling a tooth ache. Things were inconclusive as to what was going on for a while. After having a miserable weekend I ended up at the endodontist yesterday. I needed a root canal. For those of you that have never experienced one, a root canal is a procedure performed when the nerve of the tooth becomes infected or the pulp becomes damaged. The root canal is used to repair and save the tooth. My tooth’s nerve and pulp became irritated and infected probably due to my bruxing and cracking my tooth. The infection made me feel sick for several days. The reason was masked until yesterday. I really miss having my own private dentist!

Much like the roots of my tooth the roots of a tree offer support and nourishment. In May of 2010 and then again May of 2011 we had trees fall on our house. We had no idea that the roots were damaged.

Damage had already occurred before symptoms showed. In order for a tree to take hold and grow the roots must absorb water and nutrients. They transport water and minerals from the soil to the rest of the tree. If the root is injured the disease probably entered the tree due to some form of stress or injury. The experts say to try to eliminate the stress and restore the tree’s vigor with adequate watering and fertilization.

For our roots to grow in Christ we must absorb His Word through study, prayer, worship, listening to teachings and music about God. Our roots will be healthy. We will be anchored in Christ, receiving support. When hard times come we will not crumble because God upholds us. His Word we have stored in our hearts and minds (like the roots store food and nutrients) will come to us as a source of food-refreshment and support for our soul.

Anything we take in to feed us other than Christ will leave us with injured, stressed and sick roots. Things that take away our time and energy will not provide proper feeding for our roots.

1 Blessed is the one who obeys the law of the Lord.
    He doesn’t follow the advice of evil people.
He doesn’t make a habit of doing what sinners do.
    He doesn’t join those who make fun of the Lord and his law.
2 Instead, he takes delight in the law of the Lord.
    He thinks about his law day and night.
3 He is like a tree that is planted near a stream of water.
    It always bears its fruit at the right time.
Its leaves don’t dry up.
    Everything godly people do turns out well. Psalm 1:1-3

I feel so much better now that the infection is out of my tooth. I pray that your roots are healthy and strong.

On the journey,

Trish

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Roots sick and infected